Not that I care....!
When I came home from school, I asked Buddy Boy about which chapters were available for reading. He said, "Naruto and One Piece." And I was all in a small tone, "What about Bleach?" and he was all in a smug tone, "Well, you hate it! Because you said that you don't care for it anymore so I delberately didn't tell you about it." Right, so NOW he gets serious when I talk about stuff.....!
But, the chapter cover page was BEYOND COOL!!!! Loved the side line...
"Never Look Away--Not From Nightmares Or The Truth."
Thats what I like about Bleach! I mean, the words, they kill! There are so many cool quotes on the chapter covers, or when someone is thinking about something. The things, are so deep! Like from chapter 3, "No Heart Warming Stories", DUDE! Its got depth.
Well, I was always a believer that words are the most powerful weapon in the entire world.
P.S: C'MON! WHY WON'T SOMEONE JOIN MY CA
- Mood:
devious - Music:Ik Sitan Ik Aur Meri Jaan - Shafqat Amanat Ali
Hmmm.....
Other than that, I really gave Buddy Boy a shock! When I suddenly said that after completing Shugo Chara! I'll continue on with Tsubasa Reservior Chroincles, he said okay. But when I added that I really like Syaoran x Sakura cuz it's my all time fav pairing of every manga, he was like "WAH!?!?!?!" Then he was just over-reacting. And when for the first time I gave him the permission to say anything to me, he said that he has no words left for me. So I said, "stop over-reacting." Then, he shut up.
Psssh...! Brothers!
- Mood:
drained - Music:Ik Sitan Ik Aur Meri Jaan - Shafqat Amanat Ali
( KAWAII! )
AAAH! Officially my second fav pairing of Shugo Chara! is Kairi x Amu! OMG! The first one to confess his love tuend out to be KAIRI! Of all the possibilities, KAIRI! I mean, I was practically dancing when he confessed!!! This was so damn cute. Aaaaah, just too great!!!
Other than that, my stomach was literally growling in the Maths and Physics periods before break. Beacuse I was getting late to catch a ride to school, I didn't even eat my usual one bread breakfast. All the time, I was trying to remember if I forgot to do something. I realized it when my tummy started growling, and it ached. I couldn't even sit straight. It still hurts!!!!
- Mood:
sore - Music:Fearless - Falling Up
I see you, standing there alone thinking that no one is watching you.
I watch you playing that sorrowful music at the mid of the night in the garden and guilt fills my veins.
Then I think back on what has happened and what have the others done to you.
For the first time, I feel angry at them.
Then I cool down and start to assemble my now confused thoughts.
When I close my eyes, I see you.
When I open them, you're gone.
My night is spent thinking whether to open or close my eyes.
When the sun rises, I am still in thought about the decision.
I see your indifference and those harsh things that you tell me.
Those comments cut me through like a knife.
Yet, I don't blame you.
You're not the one to blame, you've already been blamed a lot.
And then, I can't take it anymore.
Inspired by the drama "Saiqa". Rehan is SO CUTE! I only watched its 29 episode and missed the rest of the episodes and these are my feelings of it. Quiet a crappy first poem. Oh well. Written from Rehan's POV to Saiqa. Beautiful....
- Mood:
creative - Music:It's Not Over - Chris Daughtry
I see you, standing there alone thinking that no one is watching you.
I watch you playing that sorrowful music at the mid of the night in the garden and guilt fills my veins.
Then I think back on what has happened and what have the others done to you.
For the first time, I feel angry at them.
Then I cool down and start to assemble my now confused thoughts.
When I close my eyes, I see you.
When I open them, you're gone.
My night is spent thinking whether to open or close my eyes.
When the sun rises, I am still in thought about the decision.
I see your indifference and those harsh things that you tell me.
Those comments cut me through like a knife.
Yet, I don't blame you.
You're not the one to blame, you've already been blamed a lot.
And then, I can't take it anymore.
Inspired by the drama "Saiqa". Rehan is SO CUTE! I only watched its 29 episode and missed the rest of the episodes and these are my feelings of it. Quiet a crappy first poem. Oh well. Written from Rehan's POV to Saiqa. Beautiful....
- Mood: creative
- Music:It's Not Over - Chris Daughtry
I love books! Especially good ones! What I really want for my birthday or anything of that sort when I get presents, I only need books. Not that I get ANYTHING when its my birthday, but it would be a great change to get a book unexpectedlyand then theres happiness all over you. I love surprises, but I never got any surprises in my life that would make me happy. They are always the, sad or shocking or changing-my-life type of surprises. Sometimes, I just want to run away from all of it. Just away, somewhere far away. So far away that my eyes would just fill with tears. When things are not right, when everything that's happening starts to suffocate me, I just want to fly somewhere far away and curl up. There among the white puffy clouds, the rainbows hovering in the sky. One, two, three, four, countless colors surrounding me. There I would just sit and watch it all. And all my imaginations would come true. And then I will be the happiest soul....
....and then I would wake up from the ever so sweet dream.
- Mood:indescribable
- Music:I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan
Ohohoho! I just returned from some gathering. MAN! Sitting there was tiring and it was a kind of a drag...but I liked it. I returned at 1:34 AM and really wanted to use the net. But big bro said that I could only use the net upto 2:00. I was like "WHY!? Tomorrow's my day off so I really don't have any tension of school or stuff like that." and then he's all like, "Okay fine, 2:15." Luckily, Mom came and I was complaining to her. HAHAHAH! Because she was tired, Big Bro just gave up and slept on my bed which was a mess because all my jewellry kit was lying there. I had to clean it up really fast which means that I am still wearing my bangles and ring. My clothes are laying on HIS bed because I am in HIS room and they both (my brothers) are sleeping so the lights are off.
Well, at least I got to use my alotted one hour time on the net.
Plus, I listened to "Sen No Yoru Wo Koete" after a LONG time! It was also featured in the movie "Bleach: Memories of a Nobody". The first Bleach movie. It's by Aqua Timez, the same band which sang the 5th or 6th opening, "ALONES".
I think that I have mentioned all of it before....
ANYWHO! The song really matches Orihime's original feelings. I am posting the lyrics which I copied from the movie's ending by one of the translators. They may not be ACCURATE but I think they give the meaning that I am looking for. Yeah, CALL ME SELFISH!!!
I want you to love me but I don't think you will
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even I'm scared of getting hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
And my love for you
Can't be stopped by anyone
As thousands nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even I'm scared of getting hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Putting these feelings into words is a scary but
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
The happiness we chance upon our lives can't be expressed in words
That's why we can only smile
Why we sing "Do Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colours
With winter at our back, and the spring sunbeams peaking through the leaves
As to protect someone who's just be reborn
As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
And live the rest of my days all alone
That day, I kept on loving you without geting hurt.
As thousand nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even I'm scared of getting hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned,
I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautful thing in the world.
- Mood:
cool - Music:Shape of My Heart - Backstreet Boys
New chappys of Bleach, Naruto and One Piece. But first, I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!! And if its over, it hurts but I'm giving you my word, I hope that you're always happy like we were....
Don't say goodbye, cuz I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cuz maybe its not the end for you and I
And although we knew, this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight, if you're gonna say goodbye....
FINE! My shuffle ended on "Say Goodbye" by Skillet, AGAIN! And I just can't help but feel the depth the song of that song....no one can blame me. The song depth is too much for me to handle!!!!
Yeah so, in Bleach, the start was a type of IchiHime, if someone would squit. Between, as I am reading the chapter 21 of Shugo Chara! as I am writing this, it feels like Kairi has a crush of Amu!! That new news to me. And some not-so-new news, Tadase it acting like a jerk! WHY DOES AMU LIKE HIM!?!?!?!
So, ahem, back to Bleach, yeah Ichigo turned into a Vaizaard. My bro thinks that he just pushed his Hollow form to its limit. But I think that he turned into a Vaizaard (like the ones found in Hueco Mundo and not the Shinji type; I just forgot the proper names....) but he's not a real Vast Lord, like Ulqiorra, because the "Lust" arc is going on and the whole point of it was that a "human" like Ichigo can ever achieve a form like Ulqiorra. That defines Lust, ne?
Naruto was cool. I mean, I finally got to see Yondaime-sama after a LONG time. I still think that he's THE most hottest and cutest character in Naruto!
One Piece has gotten a little slow. I mean it's great and all but where are the cliff-hangers? Fights? Breath taking moments? They come so rarely nowadays. I still remember that in Alabasta Arc, the final battle was just awesome!!!!! I wish that something great happens which makes me wanna count the days for the next chappy. Oh......-_-'
- Mood: confusedly blank
- Music:Dance Pe Chance
Ooooh, my hands!!
- Mood:
confused - Music:Climbing the Walls - Backstreet Boys
Oh, it was no one. Maybe it was but....oh well. I am supposed to be working on the work that is bestowed upon me by our sir but quiet daringly, I am here posting on LJ and listening to my friends talk. I don't know what they are talking about because I am too busy concentrating. Sam just looked into my computer screen. I just asked, "What happened?" and she's like "I just heard the tap tap of the keyboard," and then she is still writing on her journal. Okay, MASSIVE guilt is bubbling inside of me.
Apparently, I was going -- screw that! Our "Are you mad?" chemistry teacher is talking about chemistry in computer class. Man, she always comes around talking about HER subject in other subjects. She even talks about it during PAPERS!
P.S: I HATE THIS KEYBOARD!
- Mood: mischievous
My brother is going out of city tomorrow for one night! YAY! So that means, tomorrow I can FINALLY post a fanfic!!! Or maybe not....GOD! I HAVE TO WORK OUT HOW THE H
P.S: Somehow, I got top marks in my maths test. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
- Music:The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance
CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!
They are the best thing that ever happened in the world!! First, after dinner I had CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM! Ummmasansd, yummy. I can't seem to type write. I AM SUPUH HYPERZ !!!!!!! Oha yea... yummy. CHCOLOCOALTE!!! ashdasjdhakdgh ejhgaitf ae
YAY Q
They are the best thing that ever happened in the world!! First, after dinner I had CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM! Ummmasansd, yummy. I can't seem to type write. I AM SUPUH HYPERZ !!!!!!! Oha yea... yummy. CHCOLOCOALTE!!! ashdasjdhakdgh ejhgaitf ae
YAY Q
Oh, yeah. HAHAHAHAH!! I RULE! CHOCOLATE!! dafsakld
- Mood:
hyper
So anyway, seems like I am going to fail in my upcoming mock exams in April and then my finals in May. All the seniors and the teachers have told us more than once that Mock are going to twice or maybe thrice tougher than the actual exams which actually matter. My friend, Sam (she's a girl!) is already studying for Physics. WHAT THE HELL WILL HAPPEN TO ME!?!?!? Dad has already said that this time he wants better results from me. Maybe, I'll ask my 'Passive Girls' sir to help me....
- Mood:
chipper - Music:I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan
I ... am .... going ... to .... faint.... Why, oh WHY is Ikuto so HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How can he possibily hold the power to make my heart go doki doki!? DAMN! I AM A FREAK FOR IKUTO!!!!!
Okay, enough with my Ikuto fangirl-ism. Seriously, what the hell is going on with my classmates!? The farewell party is on the 23rd of this month and yet they haven't decided on anything that they are going to do that night. GAH! I give up on them. Luckily, I can still be a part of the groups who is going to perform and not the one who is going to watch others perform. I heard the rumor that my role as the imitation of the senior is FINAL! Yay for me.....
Sometimes, I keep on wondering what in the world is going to happen to me. I am quiet....blank about myself. Living the moment is cool, but there's this future hovering above me. Maybe it's not the correct time to think about it now. For the time being, I think I will just kick back and live the moment.
- Mood: listless
- Music:The Last Night - Skillet
YOSHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's all kill TADASE for good!!!!!!!! Okay, so I saw the preview of the Shugo Chara episode 74, even though I am nowhere near the episode. Stupid TADASE! How DARES he confess to AMU!?!?!?!?!??!? Doesn't he know that AMU is made for IKUTO!! GAAAH!!!!!!!!!!
On the upside, in the manga (upto where I've read, which is I am currently on the 7th chappy), it was proved that whenever Amu is in trouble, Ikuto is there is help her! YAY!
Well, not to mention the fact that shortly after that Amu said that she hated him because he destroyed that poor boy's Egg. Hmmmm....when hate gives birth to love sooner or later....
GOD! Typing is becoming hard for me. I was cutting coriander for the raita for the lunch and I cut my finger instead. It didn't hurt that much at that time but now after all the hours, it's hurting so bad!!!! Well, just my luck, neh?
I sent this silly little test to my two friends and the answers were a little strange and in the sync. The questions were:
1. Color for me?
2. My best feature of the face?
3. A song dedicated to me?
4. You see me in the future as/career?
5. My positive thing?
6. My negative thing?
7. A nickname?
One of them give these replies:
1. Color for me? All colors
2. My best feature of the face? Hmmmmmm......
3. A song dedicated to me? Oh this girl/ sometimes she fights, sometimes she laughs/ but still she's my friend!
4. You see me in the future as/career? Writer and a novelist
5. My positive thing? MANY!
6. My negative thing? I get angry easily
7. A nickname? Mess
Other was a little better though....
1. Color for me? Baby pink
2. My best feature of the face? Eyes
3. A song dedicated to me? SMILE!
4. You see me in the future as/career? Writer and a poet
5. My positive thing? I don't care when anyone says anything about me
6. My negative thing? I get angry easily -_-'
7. A nickname? Mainee
Wow, I get angry A LOT!!!
- Mood: touched
- Music:Yeah! - Usher feat. Ludacris
Currently, I have been on the writers block. I haven't written anything since Christmas and it was a Riku x Kairi fanfic. My first one. I did post it on Fanfiction.
IKUTO! MARRY ME!!!
Okay, that was pretty random because I just love Ikuto and well, ain't he the HOTTEST!?
I like tall guys. Seriously, I do and that's why whenever I see a couple with the tall guy and short girl, I just fall for it! Especially in anime/manga. That pretty much explains why I just LOVE Amuto! Besides, one other factor is that if the guy is a little older than the girl. Like in most school life mangas, the guy is a senior and the girl is a freshman. Lol, man I just love those types of pairing.!
- Mood: exhausted
- Music:With Me - Sum 41
Other than that, the song "ALONES" by Aqua Timez is one heck of great song. It's like, even it's Japanese, I can almost click to it in an emotional way. The song is dark, it shows helplessness and the fact that there is still hope remaine in the world left. The last lines "Why do we feel so, alone all the night?" It's like the word, Why, explains it all. The reason is there, yet it is still unknown.
This song, along with "Sen No Yoru Wo Koete (As Thousand Nights Pass)" by the same band, really match with Orihime. YES, I dragged Bleach into it, didn't I??? Why Bleach? Because ALONES was the song to the 6th (maybe 5th) opening song of the Bleach anime. The start of Hueco Mundo arc and it was all centered around Orihime leaving and Ichigo and the rest going to rescue her. And the first movie of Bleach, Memories of a Nobody, the second song by the band was it's OST. Although, in the end Senna just disappears, the lyrics of the song match Orihime's feelings. Yeah, go on. Call me an Orihime obsessed fangirl....
P.S: Screaming a very stupid line in the corridor infront of the seniors just because you want to go to your classroom and they are blocking your way isnot the most coolest thing a freshman can do. Ask me, I'VE done it!
- Mood: cool
- Music:Sen No Yoru Wo Koete - Aqua Timez
I LOVE IT!! Already an AMUTO moment and it's only the third chappy! I AM SO HAPPY! AMUTO RULES! BIG T
Ah, this is so sweet!!! Ikuto is so much better than Tadase. Tadase is just a snobby prince, not that I hate him but Ikuto is so great. GOD! He's definetly the top of my "Hottest Anime/Manga Guy" list right now! I JUST LOVE AMUTO!!!!!! They are the greatest! Amu should just go after Ikuto! I WOULD!! Who would wanna miss a guy like IKUTO!?!?!?!!?
- Mood: hyper
I watched the Sending scene of the game. IT WAS AWESOME! Because the way Tidus was watching Yuna performing the ritual from behind her was just.....TOO CUTE! I really can't deny the fact that Yuna and Tidus look SUPAH in Final Fantasy X. In X-2, their counter-parts (Leanne and Shun, I suppose; I forgot!) look better because Yuna in X-2 is just to much for a girl like me to handle!!!
Today I finally got my very own personal USB! No more borrowing USB from my friends. HURRAY!!!!!!!
I dunno why, but I've been comparing Slumdog Millionare with 5 Centimeters Per Second. In Slumdog, Jamal and Latika finally meet after all the years and things in the end and they dance (LOL, my bro hated that part but I loved it!) whereas in 5 Centimeters Per Second, Takaki and Akari NEVER MEET!!! All that happens in the end is this AWESOME directed scene with them walking away, the sakura petals falling down like rain and before they could actually see each other, the stupid trains block the way! GAH! But I guess that's the beauty and grace of it.
- Mood:indescribable
- Music:With Me - Sum 41
GOD DAMNIT!!! I AM SO ANGRY!! I WANNA EX
I just wanna KILL that goddamnit.....! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stuoid, stupid, stupid, STUPID!!! I don't even have WORDS left with me anymore! I freaking hate this! For DAYS, I've been searching for a way to watch Shugo Chara and then I DID FIND IT! YOUTUBE! But no! Fate has to meddle with my affairs! So happily, so damn happily I got the first 10 episodes, but now it has been three FREAKING days and I can't find anymore episodes with english subs! I type "shugo chara episode 11 english sub" in the search box. Results come, episode 11 appears, with subs, BUT NO ENGLISH!
That's right! NO ENGLISH!!!!
It's always Italian and Espanol. WHO CARES ABOUT THEM!!?!?!?!?! I want then in english! This sucks, BIG TIME!!!!
Oh, sure I can watch it on CR but crunchyroll confuses me. I am so used to the whole methodology of youtube that any other video site is just SO DAMN confusing and hard for me! This totally was not my week! GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
- Mood:
angry - Music:When We Die - Bowling for Soup
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